Love, Laugh, Live

I have just finished six days of training with Andrew Bryant (my “boss”)…and now I have the same feeling I had 4 years ago…

Back then I had raised up after a depression…and I was starting to see things clearly again…throwing away all the limitation, worries, limiting beliefs, judgments that had made my life a “living hell” for some months

And i still have very well imprinted in my mind the image of myself, being at my grandparents house, on a bright spring day, looking at some family pictures after a long and wonderful walk in the woods (the flowers, the trees, the grass touching my feet, the butterfly that had landed on my knee, the water I drank from a spring, the feeling of liberty- all that had been part of the walk)…and in this context, and while looking at the pictures and realising how lucky I am for my life, for the wonderful family I was blessed with for all the friends and the experiences I had lived, for being healthy, for feeling so great after a period of depression…

And I just burst into tears…out of happiness and gratitude

And now I have the same very powerful feeling and sensation…when we finished the course, each of participants had to make a pledge to use the information we had gained in a way…and I just couldn’t say anything- because for the first time in a long period, I can see clearly again…and it is just an overwhelming feeling that I cannot describe…

but I truly know it feels great!

And I have the strong belief and certainty that in these last 6 days I got the understanding of my MATRIX…and of how I can create it in a way that most benefits me. And, unlike 4 years ago, when I did it but didn’t quite knew what I was doing. NOW I KNOW!!

And I can replicate consciously. And I know that I am in total control of my life and my emotions, and my behavior…I know that I can change whatever I believe in and put in more powerful and constructive beliefs, I know that I can change my state whenever I want to access the most resourceful one for that moment…I know that I can blow out any excuse that I have had in the past or will make in the future…I know that I can choose to be happy or unhappy – and it is MY CHOICE and nobody’s elses, I know that LIFE is the way I choose to see it and experience it and nobody else can tell me what it is or choose it for me…

And for the first time in a while I KNOW THESE THINGS! I do not just say them because I read them. Or because I saw some motivational movie. I feel it. I believe it. I KNOW it!!!

I know that I am in CONTROL of my life!!

this scene of Matrix talks exactly on my language right now…what Morpheos tells Neo is exactly what I am now experiencing. I can see my Matrix!

PS I know I may not make much sense… …but I simply had the strong urge to write these things down