sometimes I think…and sometimes I just AM
Friday, January 15th, 2010
Ah, a blank, a definite blank, for an instant, not more than a second or two, I didn’t have a reportable thought or sense impression, my mind as they say went blank, I thought of nothing, I just ammed … So when a train of thought suddenly gives out collapses you just am, you go into a kind of standby mode ready for thought but not thinking (…) like the coffee machine humming to itself ready to make coffee but not making any …
Oh, what’s the point of pursuing this futile line of speculation when we all know (by “we” I mean my neurotic self and my more rational observing, recording self) we know, don’t we, that this is just a fantasy? (…)
…………………………………………………………………..David Lodge – Thinks
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